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dear internet,

I've been in love with this boy I know for about two years, and we were good friends, at least I think so. We talked a lot about life, and stuff, and we had a sort of jargon, we finished each others sentences. All that jazz.

We live in different countries though, so I didn't really think about it all that much. Then, about a month ago I went to visit my sister (who happen to be living in the same city as he does) and we talked about meeting, if there was time. Of course, when it came down to it he was too nervous, or scared, or uninterested. I don't know. But we didn't meet.

To which my response was "Fine, but then we can't be friends. We're not friends. If you don't want to be in my life, we'll just not talk again." It wasn't an ultimatum, for me it was just obvious. I had to stop talking to him, it was a case of mutual respect or something. Anyway, of course he was convinced that I'd get over him in like say three months and then we could go back to being friends.

I realise you've all stopped reading. Really. It's just venting.

Regardless, do you think I can go back to being friends with him? I do miss our talks.