I have a few issues I've carried with me all my life. I want to do something about them, but I always talk about it, and never stick to any course of action. In times of stress, certain issues come to the fore and exascerbate the problems creating the stress. I am now currently in a stress situation, and am considering fucking up.
How someone can decide they want to fuck up is beyond me - even standing in my own shoes, I cannot claim to understand it.
I am also generally resistant to outside help. But I realize that I'm on a destructive path, so I'm waving my arms in the air to get all of dearinter.net's attention. Without telling you specifically what is wrong, what my issues are, and what I'm planning on doing to make everything a lot worse, what could you recommend as a way to make things better instead of worse?