dear internet,
when you’re so lonely that you pick up the phone to hear the dial tone just to know there is something out there but you, and you can't shape the words to tell your friends how you feel but you're still so angry with them for running away into their lives that they can't see the pain your in, when you're so lonely you don't even remember if you are so by your choice or everybody else’s, if your unable to connect to people because deep down you think you're better than them or because you know that in reality they don't like you
when you're that lonely in a world built on social bonds should you